Quoted from an email originally sent to: Vivificient
The author writes:
You may think that this is unfair, unlikely, and unrealistic. But forcing characters to make hard decisions is what good writing is all about. After all, there has been speculation on the forums as to whether she really loves Lenny or her writing more, but that's all it has ever really been: speculation, the collection of minor and ultimately unimportant clues in the attempt to prove an answer to something to which no true answer had yet been provided. Now? Now you're going to find out her true character.